generally speakin…

i’ve never been in a situation wher i had to choose between two opinions…and at both ends its my loss…im rather proud to say tht i have a strong personality and i tend to not get mixed up with my emotions…i would kno for sure how to handle a situation wher i would hav to follow my heart n not wat my brain says…but then again i may have to take a rational decision…

but what is it that decides whether i must perform A instead of B or that for my future its better if i take decision B…i mean to say is that is this owrld we live in a deterministic world..or each of our actions effect our future…does it really matter what i do at this instance that it will go on to effect my future or was it already determined that i may or maynot do still have an effect…

suppose if determinism is true, then the position of every particle making up my brain and my body in the future…for instance 10 days or even 10 years from now could have been predicted many centuries ago.  So every thing i do and everything i say was determined (& in principle predictable) long before even i were born…then why is it that there are options in our actions..in our decision…why must we have to choose among things when a long time ago this was already predicted what we will choose or wat we will not choose…if ther is someone who already knowz or has predicted prior to our brith then why be faced with challenges n decision n taught the consequences of our decision on something that isnt even spontaneous…

are we not just mere puppets to someone who has predicted our future for us…i believe its God…no one but him has the power to control your future…i still beleive that our actions are important…they do matter..they are vital for our future…

but what would others choose, ppl who do not particularly believe in a devine being…do they believe in determinism or is it just a freak of chance…i’ve taken a stand n i dont doubt my decision either…becuz certainly there are few things in this world i have no knowledge of, but there are other things wher i can use my knowledge n my intellect to come to a decision..n determinism is one of my decisions

i hav no idea wat to say…i mean i had sooo many things to write in mind….but as of now im totally blank…n so i’ll come bac again!!!

today is for sure may 13th..cuz itz mothers day n this says may 14th..thtz soo weird

this is a random convo between me n my great friend…which probably one of our funniest

so now i’ve got  this amazin freind: mehwish..who i adoringly call makko…since she calls herself MK…n hence makko…so anyhoo it annoyes her perhaps.. but i luv it to bits…i dun think ive come up with a better nick name for anyone….

 (sigh)…im so proud of myself..n of makko for dealin with me!!

i luv ya makko

…or so called fun…every muscle in my body is achin as of now…n i still managed to come update my site…incredible…anyhoo so the 2nd match of bangladesh vs. INDIA is goin on…so i refuse to sleep..i’ve got to see india bat n win this second match aswell….after their not soo smooth sailing int he world cup…which sadened me intensely…

but im not hung up on it…infact since the world cup ended…of which i saw every game regardless who played…anyhoo sos since then i’ve been shoppin for home decor…itz been soo much fun…me n my mom hav been tryin to uplift our old house n give it a new luk….so we can sell it n buy sumthin nice…anyhoo…imma get bac to cricket..n relax my muscles..since today frm 12 i was shoppin around..n my feet are killin me!!!

“lol..ker kya raha hun mein…line maar raha hun”….LOL

im an avid watcher of heroes n hav been followin it since the first episode..it was fantastic…n now the final 2 chapters or episodes remains…this brings intense excitement….i cannot wait till nxt monday